Possibly Possitive

This week definately started off extremely bumpy. I made the official decision to stop taking my birth control. It was a tough decision esp after 5 years of being on it... but I felt like it was something I had to try. Maybe that was the problem screwing with my emotions and horomones... maybe i'm just feeling a placebo effect. Either way things are starting to smooth out.
I found things are better when you talk about them. I was bothered by some situations involving friends and I felt very left out and unwanted. I asked some questions, got some answers, and realized that I had taken the situation at hand and thought of the worst explanations possible. It is hard to step outside of the box and try to see things from another point of view... but sometimes that's what you have to do in order to not go crazy. I've learned a lot in the past 2 weeks about coming to my own conclusions about things, every conclusion I had was wrong. As William always says, you don't KNOW, you assume and so you THINK you know... and really you KNOW nothing. That was my latest life lesson.
School is not getting worse... it's not getting better either. I suppose going to class once in a while might help put me on the right track. Tomorrow's a new day... and I hope i'm on time to Psychology in the morning! =]
I need to write down my short and long term goals and try to find some sort of motivation in my life to succeed. That will be my next blog! Tonight I need to finish homework and catch some zzzzzzz's! I have a long day tomorrow!